HOMESICKNESS OF THE SOUL๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿค’๐Ÿ˜ณ

  1. The past few days I’ve been really Feeling.. Feeling all sorts of emotions coming at me at random times. It could be all the afrikkan ๐ŸŽถmusic I’ve been listening to and also I came across this soul on IG, a woman, she’s a Haitian songtress ๐ŸŽถโค๐ŸŒŸ heard one song of Hers, one little snip of a minute keeps replaying and replaying in my head but I know most of it stems from the home sickness of my soul. I feel homesick.. Even though I am “home” I still feel home sick. Whenever you feel this way it’s usually your soul crying out, I need to be doing something. I know I hadn’t been meditating at all lately, I’ve been wrapped up in other peoples drama, I need to get out and continue working on my journey to achieve Enlightenment, I know this. To make this even clearer.. I was scrolling on Facebook when I came across a video of Oprah Winfrey saying how she got rid of everyone who was sucking the life and energy from her. Now I’ve actually done this before and now it’s clear I need to do this AGAIN, I need to dedicate a day to saging & meditating.. you know.. my Vibe Master shit ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜Œ oh and btw ( by the way) I casted my first spell a few weeks ago, I can’t believe I hadn’t blogged about this yet but I think I may have done it wrong, my energy was all effed, I wasn’t focusing so I will be doing it over so look out for a blog post on that! Okay, precious ๐ŸŒธblossoms I will be typing to you all in my next blog post ๐Ÿ’œโœŒ๐Ÿ‘ฝ and remember “Whatever’s good for your soul.. Do that shit” 

I Can’t Be The Only One..ย 

The past few years I’ve been feeling stuck, I am to this day very desperate to get far far away from everything. What I mean by ‘Stuck’ and ‘Everything’ is the past almost 5 years I’ve been on the journey to achieve enlightenment in my own ways.. I’ve been very spiritually connected and just absolutely OVER drama & bullshit but the group I was born into seems to stay the same as in no ones evolving, no one’s growing which is fine because its none of my business what anyone else does except when its around me, when I’m being forced into the bullshit. I’m at a level in life where I just don’t care about anything thats not beneficial to my happiness or spiritual growth which seems to make certain humans very upset. Have you ever heard of someone getting angry because another person wants to be happy or to be positive? Yeah thats the humans around me ๐Ÿ˜’ its hard to stay positive around this group.. I know I have to get rid of all negative things which I’ve tried thousands of times. literally I will live as if these people do not exist but seems like when they see me living my life without them in it they try finding a way to get my attention or start problems that I have to finish or else ill be unhappy for sure. I can ignore people very well for the most part though.. Idk just felt like typing my problems away I mean this blog is for like my stress reliever in a way. Thanks for reading if you did, not looking for answers really I just like typing shit out or writing. Bye Bye.๐Ÿ’– 

Signed: Jerrica.